Confessions of Geeky Girl

I’ve been reading this really cute book (The Summer I Became a Nerd by Leah Rae Miller) and it took me back to my high school days–when I was a geek, but couldn’t fly my geek-flag proudly. The fact that I liked Star Trek, while cool to the guy I dated (and eventually married, awwww!), was eyed with great suspicion by many girls at school. Reading Dune at school in eighth grade caused so much snickering behind my back, that I started reading Sweet Valley High instead. It takes a really confident person to do what they love in the face of mean-girl peer pressure, and while I was always a little different, I tried harder to blend in. (Disclaimer: Despite it all, I still drew a comic strip for my band buddies, satirizing band politics. I’m sure there are a few copies of Schmoo World floating around out there somewhere.)

Thankfully, when I hit college I was able to embrace my geeky-girl self and feasted on graphic novels (for college credit!!), SciFi movies and long discussions questioning why anyone would make Highlander 2.  For some reason, it didn’t matter that other people didn’t think it was cool anymore. And back in the 90s, geek was not chic. ComiCon was still about comic books, and not a pop-culture mecca.  But, hey, I also wore flannel. Youthful transgressions, right?

Over adulthood I’ve developed a love of all things science-fantastic. My husband and I see most of the big geek fest movies (we even went to see the Star Trek: TNG movies…in the theater). We’re unrepentant (if newly converted) Browncoats. We watch Torchwood and plan to stop by Cardiff when we visit the UK in a few years. Our top bucket list item? San Diego ComiCon — oh the splendor and the wonder!

Now I’m raising a pair of geeks. My nine-year-old daughter–who’s really quite girly–was given her choice of musicals to watch on Girls’ Night. She picked Captain America. That was a proud parenting moment. My son watches shows like  MythbustersStar Wars: The Clone Wars, and Iron Man. As a family we enjoy staying in to play Rock Band together more than going out. And I love it!  But I still wonder if my kids’ geek-proud attitude will carry into high school, or if they’ll put it in a box like I did. I hope not, but if they do, I’ll understand…and try not to embarrass them (too much) when I tell their friends I’m planning on hitting the midnight showing of Avengers 2.

Star Trek Into Darkness

 

How about you? Any guilty geeky pleasures you like to indulge in? Or were you like me, and had to hide a secret identity during high school (or at work, for that matter!)?

Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m devising a plan that will enable me to see Star TrekInto Darkness sometime this weekend. Priorities, people! Priorities.

One comment

  • Kendra, I love it! I felt the same as you during high school – hiding books behind my textbooks – not from my teachers, but from my classmates! Oh well. It’s amazing how times have changed, and how mainstream fantasy and sci-fi have become. I still get a little bit of that “oh-no-someone-might-overhear-me” embarrassment when I talk to someone in public about fantasy or sci-fi stuff. I guess someday I’ll get over it!

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